When you can't control your emotions and leave a path of destruction everywhere you go.
When you always follow the rules because it's the right thing to do.
When you break all the rules and dare anyone to stop you.
Just like before, only with alcohol.
When you finally get your shit together and start acting like a professional.
When family transforms you into a supporting character in your own life.
When things get boring, but you kind of like it.
When your mind is so warped you tell stories about being from another planet and actually think it's true.